Thursday, February 22, 2007

Drive

Driving back home with the Venus in the sky
It keeps looking back and so does my eyes
I ain't reaching home
And I am scared I ain't going anywhere
Road is ever turning and so dry
Like the burning eyes
Of a tear-less cry
The day eludes me
As I lay in mercy of an endless night
I can't see no horizon and nor the sun
Though Venus is still in the sky
This can't be real
This must be a lie
Oh I see someone over there
Waving hands and stopping me
But in the night hallucination is more than real
Am still driving home
And will wait for it to come
But why is the Venus still staring at me?
I'll change roads now
And will drive to my own horizon
Where I can step aside
Ask the night to leave me
And leave me for good...

Monday, February 19, 2007

Redefinition

Can I redefine the definition of love
Can I change the meaning too
Can I put your trust all above
And not be afraid of loving you
Can I hold you in my arms
Like anybody else
Can you make me feel calm
Like the sea of tranquility
I know I don't fit the pigeon hole
Of what we call society
Call me deviant or mad
Its too late for me to change
You're the best thing that ever happened to me
I don't think there is something called fate
For I forced myself in
Can you still stand in front of me
Like you used to do
And I could talk to you and stare
And wished nobody else was there
I know its some kind of love
But I got no form to it
Its getting murkier now
As you walk away
And I lose my sight of you
You'd never ever had thought
That I'd love you...

Cold War

Sparked off from a far off territory
Where neither you nor I belong
But we just shared this place
Just for a few moments
And were taken away
To an undulated place
Where the perspective is as distorted
As reality is
From the dimensions that go beyond comprehension
And every word is an apprehension
Where faith died a gory death
And trust left us alone
And so came silence following on
With a black veil and singing a funeral song
Making and then breaking it
Sounds such a fun game
Until you are just an observer
And the list is missing your name
Where can you ever find this dichotomy
Of burning in a cold war?

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Your fiery hell

Wanna share something with you love
'Cuz my mind has been undercover
I don't mind being blatant
For this is in me and sizzling latent
Smear your lipstick on my back
Kiss me there until my heart attacks
Sweat me up and make me mad
I want you happy and never sad

Been just hearing your side
I was waiting and biding my time
My private space oh so often you invade
You would not make me a jade
Tear my clothes and swear on my back
Until I can shake you in your shack
Make me until more than I ever had
I want you happy and never sad

Could not bear your last caress
As it was so close but my mind was a mess
But slowly like a creeper
It has grown over me
I trust you my sweet goddess
For punish me for all my sins
Kiss and tell
And take me to your fiery hell

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

I trust your lies

Every word you say I hear it anyway
Every thing you do I can see it clearly
Don't have to splice and dice to uncover you
Even then there is something about you

I trust your lies
Your sweet disguise
Those lying eyes
I put my faith
Neither love nor hate
It's a darker shade

Every time you move away I just let you go
Neither stop you nor scream nor I say no
Don't have to spend my time with you
More times than anyone I am still with you

I trust your lies
Your sweet disguise
Those lying eyes
I put my pride
Now got nothing to hide
It's an over-expose

Too late...

It started all so cold
And slowly melted away
It could've simmered a little longer
But time was in your way

I could see that in your eyes
That you didn't want to go away
Next time make it sure
That I am there to stay

For a moment in the elevator
I thought I could get too close
And run away with a kiss
Now I realize what I got to miss

Your fingers were playing with your hair
My eyes with yours
As sometimes my hand sometimes touched you
It made me kind of shiver

The background music playing
Stole some time away from me
But the notes were clear enough
Only that you didn't hear

Your pride and the wall
That you've built around yourself
Can only stop you from coming
To my secret world

Share it as long as it lasts
For I ain't gonna wait
I don't wanna you miss me
For it would be too late

Monday, February 12, 2007

Can your lover?

I'll not even ask you whats in your mailbox
Neither will ask you where you've been
I don't even know to whom you belong to
I don't even care about your friends
I'll make you crazy whenever you ask for
You'll never have to plead again
I'll let you dig your nails into my skin
Even if you never want to see me again
I won't stop if you want to cry
Neither will laugh at the things you do
You can call me at whatever is your time
And I'll make you feel just fine
These are just a few little things that I can
Can your lover do these thngs to you?

Friday, February 9, 2007

You Smell The Soul Out Of Me

Every little twitch that I make
You can feel it as it happens
Every fingernail that glides over you
You feel it like a jealous mother
Am sliding through this endless black hole
As you smell the soul out of me

The smiles got a hidden veil
Over the blood turned water
And the so often sinned devil
You know my every single scar
And every square inch
As you smell the soul out of me

On a hot bed of candles
And the mind like a sickle
My denial to you
Would violate your pleasure principle
I give in each and every time
As you smell the soul out of me

Of all positions that you make
I like it while I can't see
For it loosens my mind
With someone else in me
As I lie down tired
You smell the soul out of me

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

Come on-line...

As I look into the corner of my screen
Waiting 4U 2 get connected
U've got me kind of affected
If not real but in a dream
My emotions R so unprotected
I try to find someone else
And try 2 feel connected
I try hard 2 fool myself
But I know U got me infected
Am not gonna sleep, not 2day until I find U connected
I had so much in my mind with whatever 4U I could find
Accumulated in my corner were some feelings 4U 2 remind
Just feel my love 4U
Crossing zones of time may B UR online
And I could make U feel so fine
Just close your eyes and forget existence
Am gonna make U come, online
Oh so much 2 say 2U why don't U come and get connected . . . .

Monday, February 5, 2007

A Near Miss

Wish I could breathe down your neck
With my fingers encircling your hair
And could kiss you
Like a desirous despair
Wish I could hold you in my arms
As you crumble into pieces
And I pick them up
To make a love sign
Wish I could catch you all unaware
With nobody else in here
And lesser you'd care
And last time if you'd missed it
This time you'd kiss it

You don't even know

My lips wanna feel the arrogance
That comes out of yours
My mouth wanna suck out the pain
That lives in your confusion
The touch of reality
Is hitting you too hard
The fantasy insanity is freaking you out
My hands wanna touch the roughness of your insides
My tongue wanna taste the bitterness
That you've been saving all along
The artificial veil above you
Is showing the entrapped mind
You're so naked in front of me
And you don't even know